Missing the good old days

missing the old times when every time we meet up,
we can share anything & everything.
no walls between us.
when you offered to pray for me when i was going thru tough times
or even rebuke me when i was just trying to be childish.
& doing the same when you are discourage or being childish.

what happen now? :(

we hardly meet up.
& when we meet up, our conversations are super surface.
no longer deep.
so many many things i want to tell & talk to you about
but when we meet up, my lips is sealed tight.

i honestly have no idea y the friendship has turn out this way.
i do miss you
however, i duno how to go further in the friendship.
sorry for my honesty. :(
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took mc today to study @ home.
not really very fruitful but did 3 comprehension.
see some improvements! lol.
tonight to start doing compo.
dreading it.......

anyway yesterday had a great time with joyce.
really excited to see myself growing more in areas i gotta focus.
well, everything will fall in place when i focus on my walk. ^^
Gideon --> super fearful guy but still able to give 100% obedience.
TOUGH!

yesterday, i bump into Alicia Tan Augustina!
!!this lady is my sec sch bestie!
she is flying to aust nxt yr.
LOL. (everyone is flying to aust)
gotta catch up with this lady soon.

ok back to my assignments!
1st time mugging over an english test. (super crap la)

::He is my provider::