Reflection

last night on my bed,
i was suddenly overwhelmed with bad emotions.
i was feeling sucky & down.

NOT AGAIN?!?
yes, this was the 1st thought that came to my mind.
quickly i told God,
NO WAY am i going back to my old ways.
then i started to pray.

its been 2 weeks since i came back from camp.
reality is tough to handle. LOL.
but yet, i am joyful in my heart.
i believe cause perhaps i have tasted the goodness of God.
now i can somehow understand why paul is still so joyful though he went through such a tough time!

my heart is really excited to see what is coming in my life next.
job.studies.australia.career.church.
WHAO!
my english test which is on the 26th(written,listening & reading) & 28th(oral) july is really making me stressful.
i got D7 for O's level.
i really need a more than 7 grade to pass this test!
Lord i really need you to guide me in this test!!!!
pray for me people!!!

finally i have pack my room.
my super untidy messy room.
soon in dec, i guess i will have to pack my whole room.
anyway, did i mention that my dad bought a super FAT n BIG hp for me?
its a china phone. LOL.
that's dad. i have used alot of weird phones b4.
i use to have a look-like-aircon-remote-control hp b4. when i was in sec 2.
HAHAHAHA!
though the sms function sucks but i am contented le.
i feel love not bcoz i got what i want. ( i am not a spoilt brat)
but coz he cares & want me to have the best in life. ^^

hey people try watching 翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 & 放羊的星星.
放羊的星星 's plot is very rich. very nice!!! 林志穎 very cute. LOL.
翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 's plot is alittle rubbish but the angle shots are GOOD!
wonder what cam & lens they use for filming....
anyway, the graphic designs are not bad either!

ok i gotta look for a job now.
my mission.


::God is my friend::