just back from Adult Camp.

Thank you God!
Thank you for what i've learn in this camp.
simple teaching on cg church but it reminded me of what i have forgotten. ^^
your presence during camp was indeed deep.
you spoke to me so much that my tears just couldn't stop flowing!
both tears of freedom & repentance!
i am really really so recharged!!
the chionging spirit that i last felt (5 yrs ago?) is back!
i knw it! i can feel it!!

i will remember what you want me to hold on.
your promises, your words.
though i still cannot hear your confirmation towards a decision i have made,
i will continue to pray & wait for your answer.
i have see how slowly my r/s with certain people have restored & i want to be committed to it!

many lives change, many souls were renewed.
amazing. indeed amazing.
i really love church camp alot.
not only you get to spent time with people you can learn from,
not only you get to sing pnw everyday,
but its seeing that own soul & life is changed & become stronger for God.

of coz along the road, i will struggle again or even may get tired
but i know this time, truely, God is indeed really with me.
i am convicted of it. :)

i have met most of my objectives for this camp.

a few people i want to thank & meet up;

*Hannah, thanks for standing by me for so long! though our meet up is so so few but i really do love how you are using your life to impact the little ones & is convicted of how God is going to use you. you are indeed a very powerful girl! lets continue to work towards the perfect plan of God in our lives ok? meet up soon yeah? love you lots. ^^

*Germs, though we spoke very little during camp coz i dun really get to see you so often, but i really appreciate how much you always tried to remind me that you are always there for me & how much you treasure the friendship. i really do! image team, finally God is giving you your hearts desire in serving in the ministry! i know you will do a great job in managing this ministry! & abt the new ministry you told me you & jon want to be involve in? i am damn proud of both of you! go n win the souls of the lost ones! continue your prayerful life. plan to meet up ok?? ^^ love you girl!

*YP girls, you girls really rock man! Serene, Yanling, Xinying, Sherwyn, Jessie, HuiLi, Manmi, you girls are really very fun to be with! as David leads you all, may all of you grow more in Christ & be great leaders! lets remember the covenant we made k! love you bunch!

lastly to....

*TSPT peeps! David, Florence, Jan, YuHui, Ellson, Abigial & Justin, thanks for the love & encouragement you peeps nv fail to show me. I just to tell you......I AM BACK! out from the days that i got lost & felt so down. i really mean what i shared to you guys during the camp. i want to finish running this race with you guys. even if we are going our separate ways in the future. i prayed to God about this last night. so its a promise! 6 more months, lets help & pray for each other!! I LOVE YOU ALL ALOT. i really do.

*Joyce aka Shepherd, though you were not able to make it for camp, but here i have reflected & wana shout out that, YOU HAVE BEEN A GREAT SHEPHERD FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS & I REALLY REALLY TREASURE YOU ALOT! all the times that i have complain & let you down in many ways i believe, you never fail to help me & guide me still. you are really someone who loves your sheeps alot. guess it was just me that couldn't make sense of what i was going through. i will love & protect you. :)

amazing grace how sweet the sound
that saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now am found
was blind but now i see.....

::praying for a stronger walk & deeper intimacy::
::Gotta grow in burden & love for people::