Lovable Monday.

actually today i woke up feeling all so tired!
my eyes were so puffed up.
i think it gotta be my dreams.

i always have adventurous ones.
that's y i always wake up feeling ALL SO TIRED. :(

can anyone tell me how can i have a peaceful sleep?

anyway,
today went to another clinic which i got to know a new nurse.
we became good frenz. LOL.
surprisely we knw the same person!
wat a small world!! ^^
today's work was good~
smooth & wasn't bored until 4pm.
HAHAHA!
i got friendly colleagues!
kinda miss my 1 wk old known colleagues....
so sad when i have to take my things to go to the other clinic...
:(
but well, got their no. so can keep in touch!! ^^
tis new clinic got ppl who were from band, loves to K & dance~
woohoo~!!
so fun fun fun!!!
my heart is all so superly excited that its a new ground to work on!
WoSH!

sun night got to follow up on a chieng.
had dinner with her,ellson, florence & yuhui~
fun time of sharing!
common interest & topic i have with chieng.
music is.
LOL.
she loves to watch musical plays.
TAT'S GOOD LOR!!!!!
coz she mention this, "i always cannot find people to watch with me"
so what does this mean?
OPPORTUNITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in no time, she will sure be part of hope.
searching more & serving God with all her heart, mind & soul.
another common topic between us, nursing. ^^

i can't believe i miss follow up so much....
thanks God!!

sat night,
another wild time.
we had farewell party for jan,david & flor who is now leading in yp.
we had a crazy time of photography sessions.
& ALOT of jokes. muahahahahaha.
3 powerful ppl gonna lead future young working adults to impact the working world.
MANZ. exciting!!!
tspt left with 6 ppl now,
but God will do wonders in this team.
leave u guys with a wonderful old TSPT family portrait, done by justin



love you guys.

"O satisfy us in the morning with Your loving kindness, that we may sing for joy & be glad all our days" - psalm 90:14 (sms from jan this morning. thanks dude!)

WEEKENDS are here! ^^

yea! sat & sun is here again~ woohoo!! lol.


haas~ every 4pm we have nothing to do in the clinic.


yeah. i told you.


i dun have a locker so this is where i keep my bag in.
so poor thing right? :(


yeah i am just too hardworking. (yea right..)
this is wat i get when i din pay attention in class durin poly days...hai.


while waiting for pengz for dinner on wed. yummy~!


my nursing shoes! LOL. looks like ballet ones...


jeremy was having fun with my phone.
he says joycelyn looks like drug addict playing bass. =.=


another works from jeremy. but this is nice~!


the look-so-like 28yrs old me. sobz.


how can i use my media interest for God in church?
a bothering question. . . (>.<)
feels like i shouldn't even think of it now.
may be i should just not think of it & concentrate on others...
its going to be tough.
but well, if in x'change i can b able to do better in other areas, i dun mind!
i am just glad God at least gave me a chance to sing. ^^
i love how free worship was done last night.
the unlimited time just to dwell & sing in God's presence.
how i wish pnw during service time can be long too...
i really really love what i experience last night!!
ben, you knw i love how u played 'i sing praises to your name'?
the jazz feel with nel's voice...crap, its just ministering.
music is just a beautiful creation.
i want to see the day where musicians will prophesy with their instruments.
it will be a very powerful scene.

tml Ps Simon is preaching!!!
WOOHOO~!
love his teaching.
impactful & deep.
fatherly person.
his smile & laughter is SUPER contagious! LOL.

i sing praises to your name, O Lord
praises to your name O Lord,
for your name is great & worthy to be praise....

Tired~

tiring day.
knock out once i got a seat in the train.
LOL.
i experience what pj experience.
the train was SUPER crowded but when i go in, there was an empty seat.
strangely, NO one just want to take the seat.
I didn't ask for a seat but God just knw tt i was TOO tired.
xie xie!!! ^^

finally i did somethings today!
hees!
the machines are a little difficult to handle though...
hahahas!
i got wonderful colleagues~
just b4 work, one of my colleague tested me.
we did a role play, she corrected me & we had fun!
LOL.
but i always learn things this way.
so glad so glad!!
so many things about my eyes i didn't knw~
wonderful creation from God!
i shudder when i think what happen if i suddenly lose my sight...

english test is coming.
I AM SCARED. >.<
jump concert is coming too.
but duno what are the updates....
hopefully we will have a meeting soon. hees~

i am super excited each time i think of next yr!
so many things are going to happen~ lol.
lalalala~ ^^





::when can i spot him?::

Today

i had lunch with abby today! enjoyed the topics we covered & hees, i got to go to her office to use toilet. LOL. i got to know some of her colleagues~ ^^ funny people.
love ya sister!

anyway went to agency office to collect my uniform.
its just look exactly like NYP nursing uniform.
just tt its has yellow lining on the collar & sleeve.
LOL!
i hope the new uniform design will be MUCH NICER. ^^
very excited,nervous & worried....tml is gonna b my 1st day of work!!!!!!!
GOSH! finally i am stepping into the a real job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am going to SNEC to work. :)
@ outram beside SGH.
hees~
THRILLED.

last night met up with FENNY HENDRY!
finally after 5yrs, i get to meet up this woman!!!!
LOL!!!
huishan came too!
GOSH then we all realise something, most of our class girls are single!
WAHAHAHAHAHAH~ all are too career minded!
looking forward to next gathering!

today while walking to MRT station,
i saw two elder couples walking together hand in hand.
a sudden thought came to mind,
in this world, love is needed by everyone. no one can live without love. :)

side track.


she looks like a korean girl right? ^^


this is me.
the real me.

i give thanks to God,

for everything that had happened in my life.

& what is happening in my life now.


work.money.treats.grandma.SOWing.bible studies.friends.meet ups.

EXCITING!

New hairdo!


this was quite heavy...LOL.

quite satisfied with my ever 1st time wave hair!
finally tried something new.
was super bored of my unkempt hair.
i hope i look abit more of my age with this hairdo~
anyway, the chemical smell is driving me nuts.
SO SMELLY. URGH~

tml another brand new day!
i better wake up early & do my assignment book!
did i mention that i found a nursing job?!?
YEAH!
gd pay. 5days. office hours.
eye clinic. start from EN job 1st.
whao. amazing how i can get this job.
best deal, i can do as long as i want. meaning....i won't have difficulty quitting by end dec!
even if application may only be approve for july intake, i am not taking any risk!

THANK YOU GOD!!!!!

new job. english exam.
KIV hk LC. taipei trip. australia uni.
it must be really you. ^^

tml ss, everyone be blessed!

my grandma is alright!
phew~
thanks to all who kept her in prayer! :)
super relief when my dad called this afternoon.
well, i smsed my dad & challenged him to share to his mother abt God.
i duno whether he did, my i prayed that God will prompt his heart to do it too. ^^
later will call again to check out wat's the latest update.

anyway, its been 3 weeks since i finish my work in the production side.
now, jobless again.
looking for nursing job! ^^
i want to venture into hospital but...there are considerations. hmmmm.
anyway talking production line,
i really want to thank God for allowing me to experience how is it like.
and giving me wonderful ppl to work with.
ChuaMin, Fiona(my director), Cecilia, Hq, Felicia, Noel, WanLing, Ah man....so many!
WAWA pictures is a fun place.
though doing callsheet, rundowns, calling artistes, locations, handling image, doing roller credits is not much of a fun job but i do learn. LOL.

"My smart Healthy baby!" (PA/AD for this)
its already airing on every sat, 930pm on Ch8. babies in this show super CUTE.

the other one is "一切完美"
going to be aired on ChU from 9/7/08, 10pm.

both shows had me involve in nursing side
guess that was one way how God wanted to talk to me about nursing.
but i am glad that i am going back into nursing.
its a super long story so i won't explain it here.
wana knw, ask me personally. :)

anyway, yesterday met joyce for shepherding.
i have interesting homeworks.
the more interesting one is doing a character study on Gideon.
seems like my shepherding times are gonna be super interesting!
today bought a $80 english assignment book.
SUPER EX. :(
but no choice....i need it to study for my IELTS.
the book is heavy too.
honestly i am stress over this test.
english is the only test in sec sch that i fear alot.
reason?
it can't be studied or memorize!
it depends on how much you read & converse with ppl....
opening the book to get a rough idea how the test is gonna be like
already make me very very stress.
but i knw i have a mental obstacle & that is, i'm lousy in english.

WHICH I NEED TO OVERCOME!!!!

i need to pass this test in order to go australia to study & work.
more importantly, i need to pass this test to overcome the obstacle.
so,
i am just going to revise every hard & trust God abt it.
i only can do this now. nothing else.

FROM NOW TILL 26TH JULY,
i am going to study and understand english.

WOSH~!!!
::God, will you tutor me in english?::

Grandma, hope you are alright

got a call from my dad to hear that grandma had a fall at home in malaysia
& hit her head.
after hearing this, i felt so helpless.
in fact i am very helpless.
the only thing i could do is pray.

i am not very close to my grandma.
i can't even communicate with her.
but i like her alot.
i like to see her every year when i go back
i like to see her wide smile when she sees her 2nd son's family is back to see her
i like to see how she always shouting for everyone to eat
i like to talk to her though we always end up not understanding each other...

Ah ma, i hope you are alright.
i really really hope you are ok....
my friends n myself are praying for you.
God loves you alot ah ma...

Reflection

last night on my bed,
i was suddenly overwhelmed with bad emotions.
i was feeling sucky & down.

NOT AGAIN?!?
yes, this was the 1st thought that came to my mind.
quickly i told God,
NO WAY am i going back to my old ways.
then i started to pray.

its been 2 weeks since i came back from camp.
reality is tough to handle. LOL.
but yet, i am joyful in my heart.
i believe cause perhaps i have tasted the goodness of God.
now i can somehow understand why paul is still so joyful though he went through such a tough time!

my heart is really excited to see what is coming in my life next.
job.studies.australia.career.church.
WHAO!
my english test which is on the 26th(written,listening & reading) & 28th(oral) july is really making me stressful.
i got D7 for O's level.
i really need a more than 7 grade to pass this test!
Lord i really need you to guide me in this test!!!!
pray for me people!!!

finally i have pack my room.
my super untidy messy room.
soon in dec, i guess i will have to pack my whole room.
anyway, did i mention that my dad bought a super FAT n BIG hp for me?
its a china phone. LOL.
that's dad. i have used alot of weird phones b4.
i use to have a look-like-aircon-remote-control hp b4. when i was in sec 2.
HAHAHAHA!
though the sms function sucks but i am contented le.
i feel love not bcoz i got what i want. ( i am not a spoilt brat)
but coz he cares & want me to have the best in life. ^^

hey people try watching 翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 & 放羊的星星.
放羊的星星 's plot is very rich. very nice!!! 林志穎 very cute. LOL.
翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 's plot is alittle rubbish but the angle shots are GOOD!
wonder what cam & lens they use for filming....
anyway, the graphic designs are not bad either!

ok i gotta look for a job now.
my mission.


::God is my friend::

Family Day



hmmmm. where is this place?


scary top scene.

hehes~! i went to EHub with my family today! :)



to KTV session to celebrate my dad's advance bday.
lol. the thing is........my dad paid for it.
URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really really really feel so bad. :(
what can i buy for him? any ideas????

anyway, the K sessions is seriously funny!
sang alot of songs. Jon's singing improve alot!
Daniel improve too! He sang more than two songs! ^^
mum? as usual....push all the singing to us. =.=
daddy sang all his best songs! LOL


daniel shy...


powerful mum. SHE ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP IN KTV!!!

daddy playing his new toys he bought @ the fair.
so didn't take his pic coz i was singing.
LOL!!!
tried alot of new songs.
"人质, 一眼瞬间, 三天三夜, 可惜不是你, 两只恋人, Open your Eyes"
shiok lor. ^^

then we went to the chalet area's food court for dinner.
on the way, i saw this!





Care Bears! LOL!!


nice hor. ^^

walking back home from EHub was wonderful.
its been around 10 plus years since as a whole family take an evening walk home.
so lovely. :)
my dad is really so cute lor.
he walk into my room this morning & hand me a brand new mobile phone he bought for me.
(coz i complained that the LG i'm using its lousy!)
anyway,when i was more awake, i check out the phone he bought & to my horror,
ITS A PINK MOBILE PHONE.
JOANNE DUN LIKE PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then @ the back of my mind i was thinking,
but daddy bought already then how? i cannot just coz its pink then turn down his love right?
sobz :(
then miracle happen.
when i told him, he just ask me, you want white? i can go back & change it for you.
only then i realise, my daddy (both on earth & God), really really loves me.

yesterday's ESS is awesome!
i really gotta say this,
GOD WAS MOVING THROUGHOUT THE ESS!
from welcome all the way to altar call....
the atmosphere is so high!
the drama was super smooth! until now i still can't understand how!
only answer i have is, its God who make it successful.
gordon, kaien, luke, samuel, juli, ka chun, georgia, peixin (director), nel (producer),
you guys are wonderful! your hardwork & effort finally paid off!
well done guys!
finally my part is finish too.
can get a good night rest! ^^
had a very very good meet up with the singers as well! ^^
love all the moments!!!!

gotta sleep already.
having flu & fever now. crap.

::God, YOU ROCK MY WORLD!::

i got a dream.

a seriously sweet & nice dream.

a dream that makes you wake up thinking that it is happening & makes you all so sweet inside. :)
after so many months, this the 1st time i woke up feeling all so recharged even having a dream!
the gd night prayer to God really works.
Thanks God! Thanks for giving me such a wonderful rest!
i hope the rest of the ESS crews have a wonderful rest too!
coz i prayed for all of you b4 i turn in. ^^

last night's rehearsal was until 1am!
by the time i reach home, bathe & sleep, its already 2am.... :(
its been quite a while since i have such rehearsal.
but i enjoyed spending time with the people!

i had a great talk with peixin last night about drama series.
both of us have thought of doing drama series in church!
but how to bring across & make sure that every wk, the same non-b or more non-b comes to church, is still a question. (at least for me)
the story plot?
we want to solve the misunderstanding of how people are looking into courtship in church.
we want the world or even believers in church to see that courtship is a healthy relationship.
guess this plot will take up some time to come up. LOL.
this girl make me realised that God wants me to consecrate my media passion for church.
it was tough at 1st but slowly i see it. i am proud to say that my God really do have great plans for me!!!

anyway, i got singers meeting later on~
really nervous to meet up with my singers!
its been a SUPER LOONG TIME since i meet them all!
God, help me wor~ ^^

today, is gonna be an exciting day.

::Set apart for Him::

David Cook VS David Archuleta


listened to 3 of his songs sang during AI...
hmmmmm call me weird but i am not very impress le....
LOL. don't kill me for all those are his fans.


well, this boy is my fav.
especially this ep, ITS REALLY GOOD.

but i thought its ke xi...coz all he do is harmonize.
HAI. but the music is good! ^^

anyway, 3 of the dancers for this wk are down with food poisoning.
the work of the devil.
lishan & georgia already vomitted. except me.
IT IS SO XIN KU.
everything seems to be stuck at my throat.
nothing comes out when i want to vomit.
pray for us yeah?

met up with randall this afternoon, had a great lunch with her!
shared to her about camp experiences & what God spoke to me!
i love it when people ask me abt the camp!
there is so much to share!!
just ask the TSPT or YP peeps,
i think they will have alot to share too!!

just got a good news abt LC.
i hope its true!!!!!!!
WOOHOO! ^^

people that i enjoy being with during work & camp!


my two darling girls! HQ & Felix


sistas!

different group of people!










the whole team worked hard for the whole production!
really thank God for this team! ^^


Adult Camp!


had a great time talking to abby on the way! ^^


interested in signing us up for shampoo advert?


took them secretly. for a moment both look alike.


manmi who is crazy over cow. LOL.


its beautiful.


HANNAH THANG. ^^


Florence & my room~ SO COMFY.


our cups! LOL


took this in KL. observe the building, do you see a cross? ^^


serene! this woman is so likeable! ^^


our dinner @ KL! LOL


the group that went!
(missing sherwyn, florence)

just back from Adult Camp.

Thank you God!
Thank you for what i've learn in this camp.
simple teaching on cg church but it reminded me of what i have forgotten. ^^
your presence during camp was indeed deep.
you spoke to me so much that my tears just couldn't stop flowing!
both tears of freedom & repentance!
i am really really so recharged!!
the chionging spirit that i last felt (5 yrs ago?) is back!
i knw it! i can feel it!!

i will remember what you want me to hold on.
your promises, your words.
though i still cannot hear your confirmation towards a decision i have made,
i will continue to pray & wait for your answer.
i have see how slowly my r/s with certain people have restored & i want to be committed to it!

many lives change, many souls were renewed.
amazing. indeed amazing.
i really love church camp alot.
not only you get to spent time with people you can learn from,
not only you get to sing pnw everyday,
but its seeing that own soul & life is changed & become stronger for God.

of coz along the road, i will struggle again or even may get tired
but i know this time, truely, God is indeed really with me.
i am convicted of it. :)

i have met most of my objectives for this camp.

a few people i want to thank & meet up;

*Hannah, thanks for standing by me for so long! though our meet up is so so few but i really do love how you are using your life to impact the little ones & is convicted of how God is going to use you. you are indeed a very powerful girl! lets continue to work towards the perfect plan of God in our lives ok? meet up soon yeah? love you lots. ^^

*Germs, though we spoke very little during camp coz i dun really get to see you so often, but i really appreciate how much you always tried to remind me that you are always there for me & how much you treasure the friendship. i really do! image team, finally God is giving you your hearts desire in serving in the ministry! i know you will do a great job in managing this ministry! & abt the new ministry you told me you & jon want to be involve in? i am damn proud of both of you! go n win the souls of the lost ones! continue your prayerful life. plan to meet up ok?? ^^ love you girl!

*YP girls, you girls really rock man! Serene, Yanling, Xinying, Sherwyn, Jessie, HuiLi, Manmi, you girls are really very fun to be with! as David leads you all, may all of you grow more in Christ & be great leaders! lets remember the covenant we made k! love you bunch!

lastly to....

*TSPT peeps! David, Florence, Jan, YuHui, Ellson, Abigial & Justin, thanks for the love & encouragement you peeps nv fail to show me. I just to tell you......I AM BACK! out from the days that i got lost & felt so down. i really mean what i shared to you guys during the camp. i want to finish running this race with you guys. even if we are going our separate ways in the future. i prayed to God about this last night. so its a promise! 6 more months, lets help & pray for each other!! I LOVE YOU ALL ALOT. i really do.

*Joyce aka Shepherd, though you were not able to make it for camp, but here i have reflected & wana shout out that, YOU HAVE BEEN A GREAT SHEPHERD FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS & I REALLY REALLY TREASURE YOU ALOT! all the times that i have complain & let you down in many ways i believe, you never fail to help me & guide me still. you are really someone who loves your sheeps alot. guess it was just me that couldn't make sense of what i was going through. i will love & protect you. :)

amazing grace how sweet the sound
that saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now am found
was blind but now i see.....

::praying for a stronger walk & deeper intimacy::
::Gotta grow in burden & love for people::

last night reach home only @ 230am.
had a dinner with my previous production hse company
then to chiong K.
the room i went to is super BIG!


the rest hasn't reach yet.. LOL.


TWO TVs!

the sound system in this room is GOOD.
there's even tamborines & maracus!! HAHAHA!
we sang "Spice up your life", "愛不 怕", " 宝贝, 对不起"
amazingly, we all know 草蜢 songs!
LOL.
heard new songs & good voices!
gosh michelle tay is a very good singer!

anyway today i manage to settle my production job.
gonna find a new job now!
will do once back from KL adult camp ^^
i am longing for great time of fellowship with people my age!
the workshop i am going seems INTERESTING!

1. Discover your soul's pathway to God
2. The art of connecting

Objectives: 1. Renewal 2. Refresh-ness 3. confirmation from God ^^


::2 more days to Adult camp::

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, EILTON. :)





thanks justin & david for organising this celebration for our dear eilton! :)
duno y but 2008 is a yr where ex north b has so so many gatherings. LOL.
here we celebrate a guy who was once a naughty boy & it only take one camp to see his life
change totally for Jesus!
great sight ^^

i always remember this boy in cg eating & not listening to sermon discussion.
always interrupting CL talking.
a loner is school?
yeah. recess time, he is always alone.
until now i duno what make him to make the decision (during 'Faith' camp) to change & step forward to lead.

this boy gave me a chance to lead him in poly.
though two of us are stubborn-headed people but honestly,
i like leading him.
i guess coz of us are honest to each other.
anything we dun like, we will speak it out & settle.
one of my best armor bearer.

after such a long time, we are still caring for one another.
now this boy is taking a step ahead to be a pilot for God.
taking control in the air while wanting to spread God's love through his work!
1st pilot in hope singapore!
my friendship with this boy is something that i treasure alot. :)

小弟, 加油!

::God, love us all::

welcome to my new blog.

"the old has gone, the new has come!"